I've stumbled,
I failed,
I cried,
An emotional roller coaster for a whole year,
But this time,
I trip again,
A hard and harsh one,
I bleed and bleed,
Covered in red liquid,
A bruise and bloated face,
I tried to put on a smile,
But nobody cares,
I tried to smile,
Not for others,
But for myself,
For myself,
To remain calm,
To remain hopeful,
To remain in grateful,
For the opportunity,
For the sick and sad,
For the tears and smile,
For everything and anything,
To get better once,
When the sun shine,
I would be able to smile fully,
Without fear of breaking,
Hope,
The only thing I have left.
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